What I learned from a mistake

Have you wondered about the people who gets really angry about something and rages because of it? I have. I had first hand experience on how it felt. It wasn’t good. It started in my house on a sunny day, I was doing my coding homework. But sadly, I must’ve not saved the code from the last time, that meant I lost my code. So I raged. I get mad easily when I don’t have patience. I pushed my wooden chair onto the floor and I stormed up stairs. Then my mum found me and I said to her some rude words to leave me alone. At that time I thought of nothing but anger and I guess it blurred up my mind. She walked down stairs and said, “just don’t make a noise.” The next day I went to breakfast and I said sorry to my mum, but she just acted like she never heard. For the whole entire day she was like that. I knew she was really angry. 

Finally, she had a really long chat with me and said something about a drawing I did 2 years ago. It was a heart, she made a deep line with a pencil in the heart then rubbed out the line, but the line’s mark was still there. My mum told me, Words that hurt each other, were like this line . Sometimes we try to erase it but there still is a mark. It’s like a broken mirror. Even if we stick all the pieces together, there still is a mark on the mirror. So we can’t easily say words that hurt people. It’ll need a very long time until it fully heals. 

I thought this was really bad. Also good. I got experience on what happens when these things happen and I know what the consequences are. I’d grown in controling emotions and speaking with people. Everyone has their inner rage, but try to find another way to release your anger. I think the best way is to take deep breathes and do something you like BUT you can’t hurt anyone including yourself physically and emotionally. Also do not break anything.

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